'I lost my best friend' - TV presenter says death of his dog was 'unique and profound'

'I lost my best friend' - TV presenter says death of his dog was 'unique and profound'6 minutes agoShareSaveAdd as preferred on GoogleMaria CassidyBBC WalesMatt JohnsonMatt Johnson and his pug, Alan Shearer, on the beach at sunset TV presenter and mental health advocate Matt Johnson said the death of his dog was like losing his best friend and reason for getting up in the morning.The 43-year-old said his pug, called Alan Shearer after the ex-England football captain, was his "dearest friend" and "guardian angel".Johnson told BBC Radio Wales losing a dog was as significant as grieving human loss."Alan was like a little guardian angel, he gave me purpose when I felt blue. I have depression, I've lived with that all my life. He was incredible for when I was down," said Caerphilly-born Johnson.Matt JohnsonThe pug was named after Newcastle and England footballer Alan ShearerJohnson told presenter Oliver Hides: "It's very, very, very difficult to lose a pet. "That's been a big learning curve for me because the joy of having Alan, this unconditional love, this wonderful co-dependent relationship that we had came to an end."And now I have all this love to give - and it has to go somewhere."And, as they say, grief is love that has nowhere to go."But I had to put that into myself. And he showed me in the most remarkable way how to love myself."He said he had "suffered a lot of grief" over the past few years "with humans" and on each occasion it was "different"."This one with my dog was incredibly different, unique and profound," he said. Johnson said that Alan gave him a "dopamine injection numerous times a day"."He was incredible for when I was down and he also gave me a purpose for getting up in the morning and going for a walk, or just having this wonderful purpose to keep this thing alive. It was wonderful to have some focus...